Change is inevitable. Change is hard. But I don't understand why all of my change has to come at once.
Permanent change is the worst for me. And threat of permanent change is one of the things I fear most.
Usually, I'm can stay at least somewhat relaxed in relationships and if I know a little change is gonna come, I am okay with it because I trust that once I am reconnected with this person or we get things straightened out, things will be okay, roughly the same. However, when I sense permanent change in any kind of relationship, my world starts to shake. Right now I am sensing a kind of permanent change with one of my closest friends, and not a kind of change that I like, and I may just go to my bed and cry.
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